It happened. 

Just like I thought it would. 

My ex girlfriend, once told me (which was actually a couple days ago when shit got real) that she, her exact words, wanted me to “stay the fuck away from her, stay the fuck away, leave her alone…” and the list of fuckery goes on. 

Now… it’s been a couple days.

And she’s feeling like Usher : Burning. 

So now she’s contacting me through a mutual friend saying she needs “hope to hold on to” and to “vent” everything to me. Normally I would care and be there for her because hence that is what I did during this relationship. Although she said I never listened (remember that) and that I never did anything for her or cared about her this whole relationship. 

So why would I care now? Why would I listen now? Just…why?

You wanted me gone. So I am. You wanted me to stay away. So I am. I wished you happiness. And I still mean it. I tried to even end it on a good note and say I could still be there as an ally and a friend but you said no. So again, why would I be there no just because you FINALLY had that epiphany moment I knew you were going to have. 

And I feel she wants to vent to me and “talk” about it because she feels once she tells me how much she “gets” it now and how much she “understand” now, that I will just forgive everything and get back with her. 

Sorry. That only exist in movies, last time I checked. Because in the real world, once you hurt somebody to that POINT of hurt that you hurt me..there is no going back. You burned that bridge. So I suggest you stand on the other side and wave goodbye. Everything you said you wanted is coming true, so let my wishes come true too. 

It happened. She had her epiphany. But she won’t have me again. 

It happened. 

And I find it quite hilarious. 

To say the least.